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【随笔】无眠

昨晚是个不眠的夜
走在路上
一个人都没有
静静的垃圾筒旁边静静的卧着的是黑色的猫

找到朋友的心情很急迫
与夜的寂静很不一样
焦急填着所有的空隙

一直以为是只有自己才会作出逃避的举动
没有想到
其实每一个骄傲的人都会这样的逃避
逃避的是自己还是什么别的
也许没有人知道

骄傲的孩子是会受到更多的伤害
因为不肯放低自己去要自己想要的
昨晚突然觉得这样的
自己坚持的骄傲不过是伤害自己的武器

朋友的哭声从被子里传出来
除了我
所有的人都停了下来
询问
安慰
可是当脸从被子探出的时候
倔强的没有眼泪留在脸上
好像这样就什么都没有发生过
没有眼泪
没有示弱

而我也是这样的倔强
不肯承认昨晚的我同样懦弱
同样在空荡的街道蹲下来哭
因为一年前的幸福
因为一年后的孤单......
Dear God:I know that he\'s out there.The one I\'m suppose to share my whole life with.And in time , you will show him to me.Will you take care of him ,comfort him and protece him ,until that day we meet .And let he know , my heart is beating with him.
盆子的心情
我似乎可以感受
宿舍的对面就是一片的湖水
看着波光嶙峋
经常的就无力

朋友还是决定要走了
因为无法坚持
离开这个城市的理由
其实还是无法示弱的骄傲
想留下她
可是却希望她走
矛盾
因为我了解她的感受

不知道为什么
想起这个词
“伤城”
每个人的心里是不是都会有一座城市
是自己怀念却不敢再靠近的呢?
Dear God:I know that he\'s out there.The one I\'m suppose to share my whole life with.And in time , you will show him to me.Will you take care of him ,comfort him and protece him ,until that day we meet .And let he know , my heart is beating with him.
要加油了
希望过的更好
希望不再会孤单
希望记得有我
Dear God:I know that he\'s out there.The one I\'m suppose to share my whole life with.And in time , you will show him to me.Will you take care of him ,comfort him and protece him ,until that day we meet .And let he know , my heart is beating with him.
能带走的
往往想丢掉的回忆
因为逃离时候的狼狈
已经不能有更多的负荷
Dear God:I know that he\'s out there.The one I\'m suppose to share my whole life with.And in time , you will show him to me.Will you take care of him ,comfort him and protece him ,until that day we meet .And let he know , my heart is beating with him.
曾经看韩国的节目《情书》
允浩要离开的时候说
“如果要走,就走的干净。也未尝捕获司好事”
现在想来
道理是这样
可是又有多少人能做到?
Dear God:I know that he\'s out there.The one I\'m suppose to share my whole life with.And in time , you will show him to me.Will you take care of him ,comfort him and protece him ,until that day we meet .And let he know , my heart is beating with him.
她已经走了两天
给我的电话里
好像心情已经好了许多
可是那些语气里还是有着没有办法磨灭的伤

我没有办法和伤害她的人
继续维持友谊
淡淡的保持礼貌
可是她说
原谅他
他也很难过
他是无奈
可是没有人知道
我不能原谅的就是那份难过和无奈
那是懦弱
我看不起的懦弱
Dear God:I know that he\'s out there.The one I\'m suppose to share my whole life with.And in time , you will show him to me.Will you take care of him ,comfort him and protece him ,until that day we meet .And let he know , my heart is beating with him.
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